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Got the new Gatsby's today in the Mail......freakin sweet.
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[22 Aug 2006|08:24am] |
I fell in love with Jack Johnson all over again today.
Last weekend in Canada was one of the best times of my life.
The future is an black chasm that I seem to be pushing into my closet every night so as to keep it away from the present.....I don't even make sense anymore.
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[31 Jul 2006|12:15pm] |
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laziest day of my life
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[10 Jul 2006|12:51pm] |
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So, I started work. First day...a little boring but so much better than Barnes and Noble.
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[06 Jul 2006|02:32am] |
Home again,
Kinda wierd...I feel like I should be going somewhere, or hurrying to catch a train, bus, metro, tube, whatever. 4 Days until I start work.
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[12 Apr 2006|11:40am] |
Well, I am headed to England on Friday. I wish all of you a good sun filled spring quarter. I am just packing the next day or so and applying to the school of engineering. I hope they teach me how to be a railroad engineer and give us those sweet hats. Anyways. As a final word....I think you all should read the Great Divorce by C.S. Lewis. ok. If anyone want to borrow it I have it. word. peace out ya'll.
"Make sure not to get in a row while queing up"
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[03 Mar 2006|11:43pm] |
Feels like I'm waiting in the last hiding place on earth
Haman's noose tight round my neck but im saved
and for 100,000 memories been washed ashore
Be swept again by forever
And sailed away from you
Now the rain has ended
So the sun can shine through me
The sound now turns to silence
But I keep spinning around
Naked in the rain of my own tears
As they fall into the bucket of your apologies
While closing everyone else's eyes
Because your own are shut
Not to see the volume rise again
-The Sound by Further Seems Forever
I saw the contempt in your eyes and saw the truth...I thought we were all good friends. I guess not. I want to act, and I want to fight back, and I want revenge. But I know that these thoughts will only tear me apart, and eat me alive. But I still hold on because bitterness lives in me and finds a resting place in my thoughts. If only I could see the light of day, if only I could get away.
England in a month or so......then maybe I will never see you again and never think of you again because you could care less. (I don't really mean it, although I do right now.)
You may think I am soft, but atleast I am man enough to be real with myself and be self-aware of my conscious thoughts.
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[05 Feb 2006|10:01pm] |
You ever long for more in life? Do you ever feel like life isn't what it should be?
"All the stars are out tonight it feels as though I might
Make some sense out of this madness will it turn out right
Who's to say where the wind will blow
Time will tell us if we're out of answers when it stops
Climb back down to the beginning
Take it from the top
Who's to say where the wind will blow
What happens when all your dreams are lying on the ground
Do you pick up the pieces all around
And if the world should fall apart hold on to what you know
Take your chances turn around and go
All the leaves are turning and the sky fades to gray
Strange our life coincides with the seasons of today
Who's to say where the wind will blow
What happens when everything is lying on the ground
Do you pick up the pieces all around
And if the world should fall apart hold on to what you know
Take your chances turn around and go
Carry on you say
Bring the best of today
All I see is struggling on the way
Maybe when the sun crashes through the gray
I can find the strength to make it through the day
Through the day
What happens when all your dreams are lying on the ground
Do you pick up the pieces all around
And if the world should fall apart hold on to what you know
Take your chances turn around and go
Take your chances turn around and go"
-Lifehouse, Chapter One
Darn the Refs. That was a painful game for my heart. Agony.
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[04 Feb 2006|04:48pm] |
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This sucks, I think there are little people following me around stealing stuff from me. First my student ID card, and now my book. If I find these little people I will.........
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[22 Jan 2006|10:06pm] |
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Hey, is anyone going to the Rocky Votolato CD release show on Saturday?
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[19 Jan 2006|11:56pm] |
So remember that whole update about interests and trying to stay neutral. Well, I officially made it impossible for me to stay neutral in this case. I brought up the lighthouse story from last summer, and all that happened. I asked her what she thought about what happened. I told her if she didn't want to talk about it then we should both forget I ever asked her. We'll see what she says.......
I am either ignorant to the extreme or a man with false hopes.
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[15 Jan 2006|12:40am] |
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Went to a wedding today. It was pretty sweet. Hanging out with the guys. Talking about the old times. Mr. Jonathon Lefler is now off on his honeymoon with Mrs. Lefler. I love that guy. I don't think Evan going to the same gas station to buy a 40 every night will ever get old. That kid makes me laugh. It is good hanging out with Joel too. I've known that guys since Elementary school. It will cool to be at church with all of them tomorrow.
I am kinda nervous about going to Europe now. I am not one to take risks and go outside of my comfort zone with no route back in. Oh well, I'll get over it.
I like how I take classes at the UW to give me something to do. I bought a season pass to all the concerts put on by the music department for winter quarter. 24 concerts for 15 bucks. I am going to try and make 20. I love music. It is funny how music can move people, how people communicate through music and get there message across. Me, I use music as a way to share what I cannot share otherwise. I guess that is what the lyrics are for.
"Here's to our wives and girlfriends, may they never meet" - Joel Hazelquist.
Cheers
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Why can't I have no interests. I try so hard to stay neutral. I caught myself taking interest. I can't let you know though. I will see you in six months. Maybe my feelings will dissapate and things will be like they used to be.
I must admit, when I am with you I feel like things are like they always should have been. Until that day, when we have both changed over time, I hope you will remember the times we had.
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[11 Jan 2006|03:51pm] |
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people putting value on human life. From economics and safety restrictions on the job to the courts. Next thing you know there will be no value for human life at all. Can you feel it creeping down your neck. I sense the horizon is on my doorstep.
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[29 Dec 2005|12:33am] |
Yeah, the hair is still going strong. My mom keeps dropping hints as to getting a load of my head. It makes me laugh.
Speaking of laughs...
What am I to do on New Years? So one should dictate my life for me here.
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[25 Dec 2005|09:30am] |
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christmas.
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[22 Dec 2005|12:10am] |
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When to Silverdale today with the bro. I am doing better at being patient when he hits the curb when driving or something. Bennifer came over and we played Masterpiece. I got last place again. That is cool. It is fun anyways. Hung out with Steve the rest of the day and tried to write a song until we realized the christmas tree was crooked, so we tried to fix it. Well, it was Catherines fault so we watched Catherine fix it, and laughed heartily. Played Some Backgammon and Cribbage and had an awesome time. It is fun playing with Steve because no matter who wins or loses, it doesn't matter, we still have a fun time. But anyways. I saw Kevin Colby tonight.....that's right, Kevin Colby is still alive. I hadn't seen him for 2 years. I love that guy. Tonight was fun. Evan Edgecomb said that if I went to WSU and hung out with his buddies I would probably get stabbed. Made me laugh, Evan has the best "Aw-nold" impression. I think I am headed to Bellevue tomorrow for the christmas party and staying with the Cress family. They are awesome too. If I wasn't surrounded by awesome people I don't know what I would do.
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[20 Dec 2005|11:04pm] |
So I just got my grades and they were better than I expected .....Average of 3.51
That is the best quarter since freshman year. Kinda feels good, but then I kinda don't care.
Madden is taking over my life. Don't worry Fifa '06, I am not cheating on you, I am just taking some time off so that when we get back together it will be that much better. But Madden creates some good bonding time with me and my brother. You do understand, right?
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[19 Dec 2005|11:19pm] |
I guess last time I said I was done with finals and coming home. So I guess I will elaborate on events. It looks like I have done well on most of my finals, the ones that I have gotten back. The one I haven't gotten back will probably end up being my worst grade.
It is awesome to see everyone here at home. I am exciting to be here for the entire brake and just hang out with people, and I am definitely renting Fifa 2006 because it is the best soccer game ever. I have been playing a lot of Madden 2005 with my little brother. Hung out with Steve yesterday and went to the Endzone and watched Sunday Night Football with some people. Steve's sister kissed me on the cheek, that was interesting. haha, but it is steve's sister so it is weird. Went shopping to day with a bunch of fellas and it lasted a bit too long for my liking, but it was a blast other than that. Just remember old times, the good times. Went to a christmas party tonight at church. It was fun catching up with people and getting to know some people who I had never really spoken to before. Tomorrow I have no plans and I love it. Just waiting to see what tomorrow will bring and reading francis Schaeffer.
"That Porcupine needs a haircut, looking all homeless and stuff" - I think I could enjoy quoting Brian Fellows for all time. Or atleast some of the time.
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[15 Dec 2005|01:19am] |
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Done with finals, now to Home.
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